~tell me you love me and walk out my door before I fall back into your arms~

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Current Music:	zombie nation -grendel
Subject:	meh
Time:	09:34 am
Current Mood:	disappointed

soo last saturday i spent the night at boyfriends house, we just chilled and stuff and then sunday around 12 my parents called me and i had to call christy so george could take me over there and then christy could drop me off to make it look like i stayed at her house... im a genius! haha but anyways not much has been going on since then, they had practice lastnight and boyfriend got pretty drunk and then him and robert got in a fight and george was throwing punches.. i dunno i wasnt there christy sent me a text message at 4 in the morning and i called her and she told me all the shit that happened.. boys are sooo stupid but thats all pretty much.. cyaaa

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Current Music:	bloodhound gang
Subject:	bleh..
Time:	06:47 pm
Current Mood:	anxious

not much going on lately, havent been doing schoolwork this week.. im just so anxious for the weekend..and freedom. i havent seen george in a day.. :[ i miss him a lot! i got to see him yesterday but just for like 5 minutes. we are supposed to go to a movie this weekend. i wanna get drunk before though.. i like when he takes me out.. aww!!! <3 haha okay bye!

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Current Music:	enemy within -arch enemy
Subject:	downtown
Time:	01:37 pm
Current Mood:	exhausted

ohh my god. okay lastnight me and christy went to boyfriends house around 9 then, we all took a few shots and later we bought beer and it was cheap since we only had like 3 bucks so we didnt drink it after we tasted how bad it was, then she left and I decided to just spend the night at boyfriends. We watched... "THE PASSION OF THE CHRIST" haha that movie is pretty fuckin intense and bloody as fuck, it was cool though.. then we ended up going to sleep at about 4:30 after he finished all the beer, then i had to wake up to be at Christy's at 7 o'clock this morning. It fucking sucked! So we went and did our shit in downtown, had an appt at 9:45 and it took about three hours until we finally left. then.. we couldnt find our way back to I-45 and finally after 30 minutes and turning around in circles we found it. then i came home and now im just resting.. i need to do some school work later. BAH! im just gunna take it easy tonight, probably wont see george though.. im exhausted and i know he is too, esp if he went in to work.. poor baby! i cant wait to see him tommorow! I also got a hundred bucks from my grandma as a late birthday present so fuck yeah time for some shopping and alcohol! k bye!

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Current Music:	ancient queen -emperor
Subject:	the show
Time:	08:01 am
Current Mood:	content

well, me and christy had to haul ass to be at the band space by like 1 or something.. but we ended up getting lost since its all the way in jersey village, and it took us an hour to find the place. then they loaded all theyre shit and me and boyfriend rode with this guy named james, he was pretty fuckin cool, he drives a jetta, one of the coolest ones ive ever seen. so we get there.. buy some fuckin beer, and sit around for a while doing nothing, the first couple of bands played and me christy and boyfriend were hungry as hell so we went to subway. then impathy played, they were kickass. and shotgun facelift played after the other two bands and fucking did so good! im so proud of them! it blew my mind how good they sounded! so after the show jeeps girlfriend came up to me and introduced herself, shes real sweet she said she wanted to hang out at the next band practice shes pretty cool, not a bitch at all like most chicks..then we all headed back to the band space and unloaded shit, and they came back with a lot of beer, but i had to be home at 12 so then boyfriend came with us i guess he was tired.anyways my feet still hurt from lastnight and it sucks, but it was so worth it.. boyfriend makes me sooo happy<33

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Subject:	time to get shitfaced
Time:	01:31 pm

well its finally friday. some drama went on lastnight but everythings cool now i think. anyways.. im gunna drink my face off this weekend!

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Current Music:	this love-pantera
Subject:	mmmbop
Time:	08:56 am
Current Mood:	cheerful

well not much going on since i started the homeschooling thing. i think it was sunday night, george came over to christys and then we headed over to Jd's at about 12 something, stayed there for a while and then left. monday we went to the art museum, which was cool. i didnt see george on monday or tuesday but i saw him lastnight! it was nice too, i missed him a whole lot. this weekend i plan on seeing him a lot.. battle of the bands is on sunday! i hope they win, they sound too good to lose. anyways, i better start my schoolwork..

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Subject:	a lot going on
Time:	09:57 am

so, thursday night i spent the night at christys.. boyfriend picked us up and we went to Jd's to get his pot, then they called and since his pot wasnt with his pipe he wanted to call off practice so me john and christy went to georges house and played tekken, then they called back and said practice was on again so we went to roberts to get his processor and headed to practice, george cut this black dude off the road and he started cussin and cutting george off, and what do you know we end up at a red light and blacky was there.. so he was acting like he was gunna get out of his car and try and fight boyfriend, and we were all laughing and george was like "cmon dude,get out!" and i was pretty scared, then george got right on his ass and turned but he was honking a million times, haha. george was being real pissy to everyone and it made me a little mad because he said i probably didnt wanna ride with him, but then he apologized to us. after practice me christy and robert went back to georges and watched some gay ass anime bullshit, and left around 3 to christys. lastnight (friday) george picked me up around 8, we picked up some beer.. went back to his house before our movie at 10.. i got fuckin DRUNK when we got to the movies, i couldnt even see straight.. it wore off during the movie so i was able to watch the ending and shit. after the movie we went to taco bell then back to his house to eat and get his cigs. then we came back to my house and christy came over, robert didnt come..that bastard! jk, but yeah then she left around 2.. and me and george spent some time together talking about a lot of things and he left around 3. i like him so so so much!

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Subject:	hmm
Time:	09:52 am

well lastnight, george and robert cam over and brought the beer.. then i threw down and christy and robert went to get some more. I love that my mom will let me drink, its fucking awesome. Soo we were all trying to find something to watch, but that wasnt working out so we did our own thing..lol, and they left around 2 after we gathered up all the god damn empties. I took three more beers from the 12 pack i bought and chugged them before bed.. i ended up with no shirt this morning and beer in my hair.. i dunno what happened! but, tonight i think im going with christy to their band practice.. ahh they are so hot!

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Current Music:	my frustration-coal chamber
Subject:	band practice
Time:	09:12 am
Current Mood:	drained

well lastnight george picked me and christy up after he got john, and we picked up some shit at Jd's, then headed over to the practice room I guess, george wouldnt let me throw down for beer i thought that was sweet! i met their drummer, he seems okay. then george went to buy the alcohol, then when he came back they jammed and i was in awe the whole time. they are probably one of the best local bands ive ever heard, and if impathy thinks they have a chance in beating them they are in for a rude awakening, muahah! anyways at about 11:45 we said we needed to get home for curfew and ended up leaving at 12:10 or something. We dropped christy and rowburt off at her place, then he dropped me off and then i went to bed a while after that.. i miss george!

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Subject:	drunk drivin
Time:	01:29 pm

well lastnight, george called me when me and christy were at the mall and wanted us to come to alex's apartment.. so we headed over there and boyfriend was drunk as fuck haha. then oh yeah, he was leaning my chair back and we both fell, in front of like 5 people how embarassing! so then george wanted me to go back to his place and christy drove me there cuz george was..well too drunk and she didnt want me driving with him. so we got there and then his mom kicked us out but let me come back in, and christy left to go pick up robert and then george dropped me off here at home. wish there had been more beer!

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Current Music:	death blooms- mudvayne
Subject:	boyfriends
Time:	11:55 pm
Current Mood:	high

tonight i went to Jd's with christy to meet up with robert and george, my beer fell over on the couch and got my ass wet.. nasty. but i saw george and then it was okay ;) anyways they were playing some video game and i beat Jd one time.. yeaah, then we watched family guy and aqua teen..lol then i had to go home but i still had fun =D

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Subject:	drunken fun
Time:	12:11 pm
Current Mood:	ecstatic

Lastnight I got fucking wasted.

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Current Music:	Son of a Preacher Man- collide
Subject:	dont get too close to my fire, youll get burrrned
Time:	05:07 pm
Current Mood:	cranky

not much happening lately. i start school in sept. fucking awesome..=/ i have a wedding to go to next week..bomb-o. i really miss kori, a lot a lot. it sucks because i bet now we will barely see eachother. =( but anyways no boyfriend still. mehh theres someone though, maybe. hehe thats all for now byee

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Current Music:	regret -bella morte
Subject:	meh
Time:	07:59 pm
Current Mood:	crappy

I have nothing to say. My life is going nowhere.

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Current Music:	none
Subject:	where are you
Time:	01:03 pm
Current Mood:	lonely

i want something with someone. i dont know who? but someone. i want to have the kind of thing where i can tell this person anything and trust that they understand and wont judge me by what i say. and i wanna be there for someone and listen to what they have to say, and not be lonely anymore..i dont really let myself open up to anyone other than christy or kori. thats kind of bad, i just dont trust anyone. and the people that i have trusted recently have just screwed me over... so fuck that nevermind about this whole entry, but i still wish i had someone

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Current Music:	none
Subject:	this isnt worth reading
Time:	11:19 pm
Current Mood:	tired

i went to galveston today, it was exhausting. i saw kurt there, it was so great seeing him and talking with him. He is hilarious, we were talking for about 3 hours it was nice. I came home and went to sleep for a while after i talked to christy. i havent seen her today.. and it sucks because we are so attached i dont know how i will live when i go to florida. Anyways i got a job. Its cool stuff me and christy work together. Im incredibly tired so im going to sleep now.. <3

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Subject:	emm
Time:	02:47 am
Current Mood:	excited

its been great with christys parents gone. i love it.

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Subject:	freedom
Time:	06:49 pm
Current Mood:	moody

Not a lot has happened lately. I got my nose pierced, I like it. Christy's parents are leaving tommorow to Michigan for a week. That makes me incredibly happy. I'm going to deerbrook tommorow with christy, to see all the fucking gorgeous guys and visit Say to. Eh. Thats all for now, I'm tired.

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Subject:	Endless Insomnia
Time:	04:23 am
Current Mood:	bitchy

This has been an ongoing problem with me for I dont know how long. Tylenol pm helps yeah, but that gets addicting and we dont want that. I just cant sleep at night, I dont know if too many things are going through my head or I'm just not ready to sleep. My mom says I just have my hours mixed up... so have I had my hours mixed up for 4 years? Thats what I thought. I was prescribed medication for it but that just fucked things up worse in the long run. Now I'm on no medications and it's working out so far, but the sleeping thing is just annoying me. I have black circles under my eyes, its not that noticeable but I dont like it. Makes me look like a drug addict or something. I'm going to just start forcing myself to go to sleep at 12, 1 at the latest. And if that doesnt work I will have someone make me go to sleep, because I need it bad, and it shows. Anyways, I think I'm going to the mall tommorow.. I need new clothes, I really dont like going to the mall.. there are always so many people and I always get annoyed and clostrophobic, I'll just deal with it I guess. I really have nothing else to say, well nothing worth saying.. Thats all I guess.

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